Maybe I’m getting better
Jonathan called me before class; he couldn’t make it to work out stuff for the seminar, so we’ll be doing that next week. He repeated his comment from last night about me improving, so I guess I have to accept that I might be getting better.
Class
Sean Sharp taught on Wednesday instead. It started out as a small class but a bunch of people ended up coming, including two boys who’d done some wrestling and who Sean’s apparently been trying to get into jits for a while. We warmed up with jogging and bear crawls, rolled, went over a few techniques, rolled again, and then did stand-up.
Rolling, Part 1
Non-stop rolling tonight. Sean had us do some sort of rotating thing where some of us stayed stationary and others rotated. I was a bit confused at times, and my last roll seems to have wiped my memory except for a few flashes of trying unsuccessfully to take Matt’s back.
My last roll was with Jake. I’d worked with four other people and was pretty gassed by then—was about to go grab a drink when Sean paired us up. Jake is the guy on whom I learned flying armbars and is well over twice my weight. He was pretty gentle with me and talked me through recomposing guard several times, but I had many moments of panic throughout the roll. My thought process: I need to bridge and shrimp so I can breathe, but I need to breathe so that I can bridge and shrimp, but I need to bridge and—AGH CAN’T BREATHE. I lay motionless far too often and felt like I was going to pass out afterward, but I didn’t tap to his weight.
Rolling, Part 2
We didn’t work on techniques for too long, but I recovered a bit during that portion. Felt up to rolling with both the new guys—Sean assigned me to one and I grabbed the other next. Was a bit nervous, as I’ve read all of Leslie‘s horror stories about muscly, spazzy new guys, but they both turned out to be really nice and I didn’t have too much trouble handling them. (Maybe I am improving. Slightly; I still wound up smushed several times.) Mostly I played open and closed guard (open guard is instinct at this point as I haven’t learned much technique). They both used wrestling openings from the knees, sticking their legs out; I don’t know much about wrestling but imagine that’ll leave them vulnerable.
As a white belt, I try not to “teach” much because I don’t know a lot; what I do know is imperfect. I did mention basic stuff like mount being a dominant position (so no need for them to thrash around) and about BJJ being about technique instead of speed. Noticed that neither of them had any idea what to do after attempting to pin me or when I would slip out and recompose guard. I started to walk one through an armbar and got some help from a bystander, thank goodness. Both of the guys said, “You’re really good!” Jake mentioned that they need to watch my hips to keep me from slipping away. I comfort myself by thinking that if they join, they’ll surpass me quickly if they have a good wrestling background like David.
Stand-up
This is only the second time I’ve been to Sheldon’s stand-up class, but I enjoyed it. We shadowboxed to warm up, then did combination drills on pads, and ended with a little light sparring.
Techniques
We worked on guard passes—only two, I think, and of course I can’t remember the other one at the moment.
Kneeling guard pass, no muscle: Instead of the usual guard break to combat stance, you pinch a glut with one knee and bring your other knee up under uke’s knee, gripping their pants. Turn and walk your up leg sideways until guard breaks. Can transition to side control (better for me to trap their leg with outside knee across their thigh and other leg across their shin) or go to knee on belly or mount.
Stomach bug = gassed
First of all, I would like to say to whomever found my blog by Googling “totally awesome clumsyninja”:
Dear sir or madam, you have absolutely come to the right place. My clumsy ninja-ing is pretty awesome; if you hang around long enough you’ll undoubtedly witness me trip over my own feet at class and faceplant into a wall or a large piece of furniture! (This may or may not have already happened to me.)
Class
Wednesday’s class was small, but I was really glad to be back. Been off the mats for about two weeks—one of my best friends has been in and out of the hospital and I’ve been helping take care of her. On top of that, I’ve been moving and am starting a new job soon. Have been fighting exhaustion and minor nausea for the last few days, which are probably due partly to the aforementioned stressors and partly to my propensity for sudden random stomach bugs.
Jonathan was gone, so a blue belt named Matt taught the class. I don’t know his last name, but he said he’d trained with Rigan Machado and has been out for about ten years. He went through a few drills and techniques quickly, and then we rolled.
Rolling
Only rolled twice, both times with Matt. Gassed both times by the end. I’d gotten tired pretty quickly during drills and techniques and was feeling queasy again, which didn’t help.
Despite that, the actual rolls went pretty well. Spent too much energy defending the first roll; at one point, he told me to slow down and just hold him there, because fighting the weight difference was clearly tiring me. Relaxed a bit after that. I had fun—did a lot of hooking and spinning and escaping.
Afterward, he said I’m hard to pin down, have a great guard game (“knees sneaking in everywhere”), and look like I have a judo background. My knowledge of Japanese jujitsu isn’t that extensive and I haven’t used it much in BJJ, but that was nice to hear.
It feels like I’ve been rolling better lately. The last three times I’ve rolled, I’ve experienced a few moments of flow state. That doesn’t necessarily mean I know what I’m doing or have all the basic techniques down, but I’m able to react without panicking (much), move instinctively, and try new things. I’m having more fun.